"You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you."

I don't know what I want to do with my life, I just know I want to do it. I want to see my world. I want to meet every single person breathing on this earth. I want to give everyone a hug or a handshake and I want to make someone's life a little easier. I want to be different than the people I know because that's what makes us beautiful. I want to be absolutely ridiculous before I die. I don't want regrets. I want to stand for something.

i havent done this in awhile. i mean i havent posted anything personal in awhile.

"And we can laugh all we want;
I know it's your favorite.
And I'll stare at you all I can,
because you, you're my favorite."

my life is completely different than it was a month ago. its completely different than it was a week ago. everything happens for a reason and i know that. i trust God. i just wish i knew where all of this was going. i am growing apart from so many people. who i wanted to be around a month ago, arent the people that i hang out with anymore. i hate it, i really do. but at the same time i am getting really close to new friends. i think everybody has a certain time when they wish they could stop time, the world would stop moving and people would stop changing, a time when everything was perfect and they were truly happy. it could be for a day, a month, or even a whole summer. and i guess maybe for some people that hasn't happened yet, but for me that time was oct-nov 2008. i honestly can't think of a time when i had more fun than that. i cant even explain it. having a chauffeur, halloween, rolling, ballet, the beach, i could go on for awhile. and i dont know if my life has ever been perfect but if that wasnt perfect then it was the next best thing.


also....i dont understand how people can be so two faced. how can you sit there and talk to me about God and then go and live like you don't even know who He is? why would you do that? do you not understand that i know about it? i am not judging anyone i mess up all the time but if you are going to tell me about your close walk with God then actually walk with Him. havent you heard "get right or get left"? if you want to talk to me about God then thats great but please dont be one person to me and someone completely different to someone else.

clint jones is my best friend. end of story
lol. there you go kid.

"Is anybody satisfied with who they really are?
You could be the moon and still be jealous of the stars."

"A true friend never
gets in your way unless
you're going down."

Romans 8:28

²⁸And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

-emilybristenwarren-

I don't care what you think about me just as long as it's about me

"sometimes when you’re young, you think nothing
can hurt you. it’s like being invincible. Your whole
life is ahead of you and you have big plans, big plans,
to find your perfect match, the one that completes
you. but as you get older, you realize it’s not always
that easy. It’s not until the end of your life that you
realize how the plans you made were simply plans.
At the end, when you’re looking back instead of forward,
you want to believe that you made the most of what life
gave you. you want to believe that you’re leaving
something good behind. You want it all to have mattered."



it doesn't matter anymore. keep lying to me just don't be surprised when i stop listening to anything you have to say. i don't need you to be nice to me so you feel good about yourself. i don't want this. i don't need this.

i am so tired.

i was wrong about the listening to only christian music being hard. i love it. i love it.

i am completely in love with the movie A Walk to Remember. oh my goodness.

i can't eat ice cream with chocolate syrup anymore.

this was pointless.

"to love is like playing the piano. first, you learn to play by the rules. then, you forget the rules and play from your heart."

1 Corinthians 6:9-11

⁹Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders ¹⁰nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God

-emilybristenwarren-

That is just stud right there.

CHURCH!!!
wooo!!! ahh it's still on bold. let me fix that. ok!
i'm in a good mood x10 today. and this is blog number t-w-o.
so tonight was about "we're not gonna take it."
i am tired of the way things are. and i know i'm not the only one.
side note: i am not where i used to be with God, but i am going to get back to were i was. i am just going to be honest i need help with that. i am so happy that i have the friends i do who are willing to hold me accountable to keep my word. and i would be more than happy to help anybody who needed it also.
so anyway things need to change and i believe they will. people need Jesus. tonight was about having a revolution and how to be a revolution.( my favorite name in the world is Josiah.)

" if everything in your life looks like everything in their life, you're not a revolution, you're blending in."

i am guilty of that. i do that. i claim to be a christian but there are times when i do and say the same things as people who don't know Jesus. and thats not right. i will, i have to change that. i am a christian. its time for me to start acting like one.

for the next week i am only listening to Jesus music. that is going to be hard for me. i listen to music all the time. i hear it when i don't even realize it, but music has a big influence on my life and God is my life. what goes in is what comes out.

"God use my life to make Jesus famous."

i will mess up. i always do. i have made so many commitments and i cant even remember what most of them are. this time is different. i have seen how low rock bottom can be. i never want to go back to that. my life is so good right now. it scares me to even think about my past.

"So take your cookie cutter life and sell it to someone else, because this bake sale is closed."


and one more thing.
jamie impresses me. i can see the changes in her life. i know she is trying. she is chasing after God and i am so proud of her. i don't know her whole life story, but i know she's different. i know she has what it takes to be a leader.

1 John 2:15

¹⁵Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.


-emilybristenwarren-

I got a lot to say to you. yeah, I got a lot to say.

I'm at school!!
i haven't done this in awhile..
am i supposed to apologize?

everybody else does....but i don't think i am going to.

onomaoly! woah.....anomaly was just like woah.

i have a lot to say but i dont really feel like it right now.

i keep getting side tracked. like i have been working on this for 6 hours. no lie.

okay i lied.

mariah and me are looking at couple's portraits. it makes me want a boyfriend just to take pictures with.....mmmm i lied again. i figured out my dating deal this weekend! i'll explain later. i for real can't concentrate today. i played basketball with clint and dakota after we drove today and my foot hurts. to clear up rumors. yes. i do love scott ford. i mean he knitted his own wallet!! how can you not love that?

ASCAA! google it.

droptomsnotbombs.

Proverbs 27:19

19 As water reflects the face,

so one's life reflects the heart.

-emilybristenwarren-