"You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you."

I don't know what I want to do with my life, I just know I want to do it. I want to see my world. I want to meet every single person breathing on this earth. I want to give everyone a hug or a handshake and I want to make someone's life a little easier. I want to be different than the people I know because that's what makes us beautiful. I want to be absolutely ridiculous before I die. I don't want regrets. I want to stand for something.

i havent done this in awhile. i mean i havent posted anything personal in awhile.

"And we can laugh all we want;
I know it's your favorite.
And I'll stare at you all I can,
because you, you're my favorite."

my life is completely different than it was a month ago. its completely different than it was a week ago. everything happens for a reason and i know that. i trust God. i just wish i knew where all of this was going. i am growing apart from so many people. who i wanted to be around a month ago, arent the people that i hang out with anymore. i hate it, i really do. but at the same time i am getting really close to new friends. i think everybody has a certain time when they wish they could stop time, the world would stop moving and people would stop changing, a time when everything was perfect and they were truly happy. it could be for a day, a month, or even a whole summer. and i guess maybe for some people that hasn't happened yet, but for me that time was oct-nov 2008. i honestly can't think of a time when i had more fun than that. i cant even explain it. having a chauffeur, halloween, rolling, ballet, the beach, i could go on for awhile. and i dont know if my life has ever been perfect but if that wasnt perfect then it was the next best thing.


also....i dont understand how people can be so two faced. how can you sit there and talk to me about God and then go and live like you don't even know who He is? why would you do that? do you not understand that i know about it? i am not judging anyone i mess up all the time but if you are going to tell me about your close walk with God then actually walk with Him. havent you heard "get right or get left"? if you want to talk to me about God then thats great but please dont be one person to me and someone completely different to someone else.

clint jones is my best friend. end of story
lol. there you go kid.

"Is anybody satisfied with who they really are?
You could be the moon and still be jealous of the stars."

"A true friend never
gets in your way unless
you're going down."

Romans 8:28

²⁸And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

-emilybristenwarren-