Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Advice is what we ask when we know the answer, but wish we didnt.

we have been through a lot. i mean really a lot. i dont even know what to say or where to start. even when i can take myself to the places i want to be i am still going to need you too. i guess thats because where ever i am i want you there too. there was a completely different side of me and you helped me find it. i dont know if its a good thing. but i wouldnt trade it for the world. you are one of my best friends, and i mean that. best.there are times when i could push into the middle of traffic, but i'd kill myself trying to save you. i could never imagine my life without you. not again. january was hard for me. feburary was hard. march was hard. and im not even going to lie april wasnt smooth either. i am not sure if we will ever be like before but maybe thats what's meant to be. and maybe just maybe this made us stronger. and i am sorry. really i am. but you have to understand, as stupid as it sounds, you hurt me.

you're right though we are nothing alike, and we see the same things differently. example: buttered toast. but at the same time we do the same things and i dont think we realize it. we truly can read each others mind and i find that mega sweed.and how you can tell when i have been googling....we have been friends for around a year now and we have countless memories i'll never ever forget. so basically what im trying to say is


"i hope to God it's me too."



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Proverbs 18:24


24 A man of many companions may come to ruin,
but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.


-emilybristenwarren-

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